study with me 🎧 - real time study with me 💘| taking myself on a (study) date

hi friends, 👋 it's nearly eleven pm and i'm quite sleepy. today was a good day, i'm feeling quite comfortable and cozy right about now!! 🍵 this was filmed while studying for my last exam and was supposed to be finished & published yesterday, the 14th ahhh :( but yesterday was extremely hectic and i wasn't able to. i still decided to go ahead and make it public today, tardiness aside, i hope you still enjoy and feel productive/inspired here. 💞 besides being by your side working with you 😊, i wanted to express how important it is to value thy friends, family and yourself, always!! i could never carry the weight of the world and of my life by myself, and it took me a while to understand sharing my worries and concerns with others is not a burden to them but a gift. everyone has them and it's through understanding, of yourself and others, that we'll see things all around (and inside of us) clearer and therefore be able to accept, move on, let go, fight them. be at ease, happier. it makes everyone feel like they're not alone and they are worthy of trust! i feel like there are some things, however, that must be dealt with internally. and that can only be done if in our internal monologue we truly accept who we are, like *completely* accept ourselves. that's what i've struggled with the most... ever since i've known myself, doubt was attached to my name. and the solution to it is, has to be, unconditional love and care for ourselves? through thick and thin. if you're like me too, it does get better with time, that i know. and in the meanwhile. a good meal, a hot cup of tea, a good night's sleep makes everything better. i appreciate you so much, you are such hard-working kind people that i'm lucky to get to reach out to you. take care today bubs, 🌱🐥 i'll see u soon! sending lots of love your way, maria 🐻❤ ------------------------ help translate my videos! 💕 https://www.youtube.com/timedtext_cs_panel?c=UCA_d4D_fjLD29e1KUjJVizw&tab=2 _______________ you can find me here: ♡ my Instagram accounts https://www.instagram.com/mariasstudyblr https://www.instagram.com/souftie ♡ my Tumblr blog http://marias-studyblr.tumblr.com/ ♡ my Goodreads https://www.goodreads.com/mariasstudyblr ♡ my playlists channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVc4N4-UtjgpAyGwyehx_ig ------------------------------------- 💛 the spotify playlist with the vlog's soundtrack jus for u :) https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7mW7HDrymHZ9LrpIlfQmAz 🎶 music Sweet Baby - Bothnia feat. Cody Francis